Are you really apologizing for being aroused? [ She paused in getting him undressed to cradle his face and bring it up to look at her. ] Cause that's sort of the point, to all this. And you turn me on just as much.

[ She drew him down for kiss, and then another. Finally letting her hands slide down his body, unhurried and lingering over him here and there until she could help him slide his jeans down. ]

[ Once she had his jeans coming off she pulled off her bra and tossed it aside, she hooked her thumbs in the band of her underwear and shimmied out of them as well, kicking them off with a flick of her foot when she got them down her leg. Naked and trying to stay focused on the moment and not everything her mind was trying to distract her with. ] Don't know if it makes a difference, but I'm on birth control and clean. I got an IUD after AJ. And haven't really been with anyone since their dad.

[ Was that embarrassing to admit? ] I just mean, I don't do this, well, ever.