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You've reached Sarah Wilson and Wilson Family Seafood, I'm probably out fixing the boat, or trying to get the boys to school, or packing up the catch for the market or about a thousand other things so I can't pick up the phone right now. So leave me a message and I'll get back to you when I can.

Date: 2021-10-25 06:58 pm (UTC)
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[Tempting as it is to just collapse where he's sort-of-kneeling, he somehow manages not to fall on top of her, rolling onto his side next to her as his chest rises and falls while he tries to catch his breath.

It takes him a few minutes of just lying there before his arm creeps over to grab her further hip. A couple more minutes, and Bucky is attempting something that dangerously resembles a nuzzle against her shoulder and the side of her neck.]


Sarah... [His eyes are still closed, and he sounds a little tired. There's a lull of silence as he starts to feel like anything he could say next would be the wrong thing to say. Somewhere in the back of his mind he's worried that things will get awkward.

But then he decides, he's either going to make it awkward, or he's just going to push through with a lingering touch and a couple of wordless soft kisses on her shoulder. It's not the most subtle call for attention but he does seem to just enjoy dipping back into that exploratory phase again, just feeling her up a bit and taking things slow, asking if she's good without using his words.]

Date: 2021-10-27 08:12 pm (UTC)
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Yeah? [Bucky cracks a small smile and resists the urge to bury his face in the sheets as she touches his cheek, his hair. He's finding he much likes her touching his hair - gently or roughly or however she likes it - and her buoyant mood is making it easier for him to feel like everything has gone right tonight, and he doesn't need to feel awkward about any developments.

His gaze lingers on her lips, blinking slowly a few times. She could read him the phonebook right now with her quiet, soothing voice and he would have asked for her to start all over again from the first page.]


You came to mine. [He's barely feeling self-conscious right now even when she touches his scars. He's even bold enough to invite himself over, taking her hand and giving it a light squeeze.] Can I spend the night here? With you?

[He might change his mind once he starts doubting if he can make it through the night without a nightmare, although he can't take that question back now that it's out there.]

Date: 2021-10-29 07:57 am (UTC)
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[He'll go wherever she tells him to, honestly. Couch or floor or back to his car. The bed is actually nice. Soft, compared to the bed he's made on the floor. He can make do in it for one night. It's easier to get used to with her lying next to him.]

Mmm. Stop. You'll never get rid of me. [Bucky chews on his bottom lip and snickers. He's a small disaster in the kitchen so he tends to eat out, or get takeaway, but there's not too many places around his apartment that sells proper southern food. She'll have him eating out of her hand if she bribes him with gumbo, although, she probably has him eating out of her hand either way.]

Sorry. [He wriggles a bit to let her have the blanket. The sheets are in a bit of a mess but he'll fix that in the morning. There will definitely be some awkward explaining to do if anyone else sees them like this, but for now Bucky isn't thinking about any of that as he slips under the covers and shuffles in close right next to her. He's probably too tired to have a violent awakening although he thinks it prudent to preempt her, just in case.]

I uh. I get. Strange. Dreams. Sometimes. I'll. Try not to wake you. [Not that he can help it, but. At least she won't be too alarmed.]

Date: 2021-10-29 08:16 pm (UTC)
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[Within seconds he finds a comfortable way to nestle against her, grip tightening gently against her side as he buries his face against her chest and starts to relax. Short hair and even shorter stubble probably makes her bare skin tickle. He's far too tall to fit too snugly against her, but he does seem a lot smaller when he's a little curled up, knees bent and head bowed.]

That wouldn't be fair on you. [Although he doesn't clarify if he means her trying to shoulder the burdens of his nightmares or if she's going to carve out space in her home alongside all the other spaces she's already carved out for the other boys.]

I like this. [It's a quiet little admission, not only because he's apprehensive about admitting it to anyone but also because he's still working out what he's allowed to like, and want, and have. He does feel safe here, even without her making that explicit. He's good with her kids, not a danger to them, and she's never made him defend that. A part of him feels more at home here than he's been alone in his apartment.

He... likes her, too, but that takes a lot more courage to say aloud than he can muster up for the moment. Maybe give him more time. Another day. A different occasion, with just the two of them. He might be able to manage it then. For now, it comes out more like a joke.]


I like you a hell of a lot more than I like Sam. [Considering how much they bicker like an old married couple though, Sam's probably set a low bar there.]

Sorry for the delay, been overseas 😬

Date: 2021-11-05 11:55 pm (UTC)
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[He gropes around a bit to feel for her hand and curls his flesh and bone fingers in between hers. When was the last time he was this close to someone and he wasn't bleeding and bruised, they weren't trying to wrestle with or kill him? He can't remember. He can't remember touching someone in this way, the way his body reacts to being touched, being held. It should feel embarrassingly needy. It should be stressful.

But. It's Sarah. And he's tired. They both are. The house had fallen into a kind of quiet that he doesn't get in Brooklyn. Beyond the sound of them both breathing, he can even hear the waves if he listens hard enough.

His left arm almost powers down lying a dead weight on the bed as his fingertips trail down the side of her body, down to her thigh.]


When do the boys get back? [He's not ready to graduate from... family friend, maybe? Is that what he is? To... Whatever this is. A momentary lapse in keeping everything repressed. Saying things that had been cautiously guarded and left unspoken. Certainly he doesn't want things to get awkward. He's awkward enough as it is.]

Date: 2021-11-11 03:10 pm (UTC)
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Oh. So, I get to keep you all night, and all morning? [He props himself up a bit, looking up at her with a toothy little grin. Hardly anyone can get a smile out of Bucky but, then again, Sarah isn't just anyone, is she? Mr. 'I don't wanna overstay my welcome' also happens to be one of the boys' coolest friends even though he's more ancient than anyone they know, and while video games are this foreign, almost otherworldly concept to him, they can probably convince him to stick around longer than he'd intended to and show him how to mash some buttons on their controllers - hopefully without breaking anything.

Settling down again, he nestles in close, half-lidded eyes drifting away lingering on her ceiling. He hasn't gotten to keep a whole lot of things in his unnaturally long life. Sometimes it just feels like a long list of things he never wanted. Serum. Murder. Violence. An oddly unnaturally long and unfulfilling life.

He's not sure he can keep her without wrecking anything. It has him wringing his hands idly, rubbing one thumb over the back of his fingers before he turns his head up towards her again.]


I'd like that. [If he says it quietly enough, just between the two of them, it's more likely to happen without incident.]

Date: 2021-11-15 10:58 am (UTC)
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You don't need an excuse to see me. [It's not like she needs to shine the bat symbol into the sky to get his attention. He had just figured she's got her boys and her family business and the community to look after. He's off doing... Things of questionable legality and not making the best life decisions. He knows she doesn't see him as another burden to bear, but he doesn't like feeling that way when she ends up taking care of him.

But it's mostly just excuses for his self-imposed isolation. Coming around more often might even be good for him. And her needing help just... makes it feel like it's good for them both. The more he comes over the more he'll feel better about it - assuming Sam doesn't kick up a fuss. Anyway, her saying she likes his company goes a long way as it is.]


I could make a regular thing of it. [He can't promise once a fortnight or anything like that. But he'll try. He might even use his phone to call ahead.]

Could give you a regular night off, too, if you want me to take the boys off your plate. [He doesn't just mean coming over for... rolling around in her bed with her, as much as he enjoys it.]

Date: 2021-11-18 03:14 pm (UTC)
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We're not heroes. We're just-- a couple of guys trying to help out. [Bucky at least doesn't feel like he's doing any of what he does out of any heroics. He's atoning for his sins. He's finding something to do so he can dig himself out of this hole. Looking for meaning, and a new purpose. And he's pretty sure that Sam is just trying to do the right thing too. A lot of wrong things have happened in the last... century.]

I could be around more. [Sam has other things going on in his life - complicated things, now that he's taken up the mantle; she's right about that - and Bucky can't control how much Sam is or isn't around. He can only decide what he wants to do in his own time. This... connection they have. It's good for them both.

He smiles at her little kiss and lowers his head quietly.]
Can't promise I'd be any good with video games. But I'll try anything they like. [Ask anyone some years ago whether he'd be good around kids and the unanimous answer would have been something along the lines of 'hell no, are you crazy?' But he could be a better influence on them than the men at the docks.

Back in his day, several lifetimes ago, he hardly spent any time at home. He was always outside, running around, tracking dirt and mud everywhere, getting into trouble with other boys. AJ and Cas could put the controllers down and learn a few things outdoors too.]


Who knows, maybe I'll drag them outside camping instead. [That might give her another headache, and not necessarily better than the one the boys are already giving her. But they've got all this land, and an abundance of water. Seems like a waste to spend hours staring at the television enacting some kind of violence that the world doesn't really need more of.]

When was the last time you camped out, anyway? [Rolling around in bed together is much better, don't get him wrong, but boys will be boys and while he's a city boy through and through, he thinks she'll enjoy a night outside before the weather changes for the worse.] You'd enjoy it. All that mud and... mosquitoes...

Date: 2021-11-22 05:23 pm (UTC)
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[Yeah, he's really selling it hard, he knows. He snickers and squirms a bit while lying next to her again, finding a comfortable proximity and a space for his left arm to tuck into while he drapes his right arm over her. It's a little odd for him, finding comfort in holding and being held after so long of being anxious when people so much as get within touching distance. He's still worried about mid-sleep disturbances, but he's visibly relaxed now, settled in with half-lidded eyes slowly fluttering close just listening to her breathe.]

It's settled then. You're coming along... [Muttered quietly with his eyes still closed, brushing his thumb over her hip in a slow rub that's a sure warning sign that he's falling asleep. Not so much a date, if the mosquitoes are coming along - and the two boys, the fireflies, and any other insects planning on joining them - but with Bucky it's easier to just do things than to try and use words or figure this kind of complicated stuff out. He'll save the brooding over what exactly they're doing or what it all means and all the rest of it for much further down the road. He can kick cans pretty far if he puts his mind to it.]

Date: 2021-11-26 09:19 am (UTC)
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[Yeah, she's probably going to feel this in the morning too. Rocks in her back would be the least of her worries if they decided to do anything more than make out like teenagers in a tent - and they'd have to be real quiet about it too. But he just makes one of those 'probably agreeing to her request' type of hum-grunts (not to be confused with that 'whatever you say' scoff-grunt or the classic 'leave me alone' growl-grunt even though sometimes they sound very similar) and slowly his hand trails down the length of her arm as he unconsciously gravitates even closer towards her.

He'd like to believe it was so simple to ward away the nightmares. To be fair though, he's never had someone try to protect him from them before. Not the way she's promising to. It brings a twinge of a small smile to his lips and he gives her hand a wordless light squeeze.

Whether she's got the secret to dreamless sleeps or whether she wore him out enough to do the trick, he'll just have to spend the next few weeks figuring out, especially after he wakes up in her unfamiliar room and somehow doesn't have a panic about where he's been sent, to do what, and how much time he might have lost.]

Date: 2021-11-29 02:12 pm (UTC)
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[Despite not having spent much time in here at all, Bucky knows where he is. Who he's with. He might not know what time or day it is but he knows they're both safe and most likely alone and that's ultimately what matters.

His idea of a morning usually involves lying tangled up in sheets sticking to his skin for too long, closing his eyes and contemplating whether he should bother getting out of bed - is it Dr. Raynor day? Otherwise, should he even bother with the whole day or just lie there alone with his demons and his unsettling discontent?

Clearly that's not her idea of a morning and in an attempt to appear in as good of a headspace as he claims to be, he puts in the effort to roll over with a long, reluctant groan and try to encourage Sarah to come back into bed with an outstretched hand.]


Coffee can wait until 11, can't it? [Nothing says 'come baaack' like a bit of flailing and clawing at thin air.]

Date: 2021-11-30 03:49 pm (UTC)
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[He's a bad influence on her, clearly, and she probably knows it. It would be different if the boys around - they can't go to school hungry and Bucky would have even offered to go with them, answer their million questions on the way there. But if it's just the two of them, he's definitely going to try and get her to slow down, take it easy for one morning.]

Yes ma'am. [He shifts his head in the pillow again, half his face buried in the pillowcase, and cracks a smile at her. He couldn't recall having a nightmare and she isn't looking at him terrified, or bruised, so it must have been an uneventful night. That happens to be the best kind, in his book, and he'll take his small wins wherever he can find them.

He lifts the covers using the back of his arm, making sure she's settled in again properly before lowering the sheets back down over her. They're most definitely not cuddling. She ain't got time for that, and he's too aloof to indulge in something like that, but he's definitely close enough to tuck his head in close against her chest and just listen to her breathe.]


Are you okay? [Bucky probably means to ask something more like are we okay, but that can probably wait.]

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